Honestly, this kind of made my day...

I don't know if it was left there prom night or what..

My mom told me to come outside and see something. She led me to the bed of her truck. Now, I've been the only other person driving that vehicle and what I saw was def. not from me! My mother pointed out a used condom! I didn't help but laugh because it was so uncalled for. It was so random. She asked me if it was mine and of course with giggles I said no. If only she knew I was a lesbian. Mm! She's probably still a bit concerned about it. Ha ha she thinks I got it on with a man on prom night! Hahaha! FML?

Listening to classical as I role play my life

This photo shows my sister in front of The Modern Wing from back in January.

Me and my lists. I can't wait until I graduate on May 15th. After that day is over, I will hit this list like no one's business. I'll mostly be working and painting but I'm determind to complete this. It's not much and I have a feeling that there'll be some add ons.

The Summer of 2010 bon voyage list:

1. Watch the stars with someone & tell stories.

2. Photograph the memories before I leave.

3. Lunch with PhD. Michelle Anderson if possible as usual.

4. Hang out with the gang (Dani, Ben, Allie, & Caleb) if all of us have the time.

5. Have a real picnic somewhere.

6. Bike riding with Felisha!

7. Hang out with... the list is too long.

8. Go to the Frist Museum if they have great exhibits.

9. Make them arts with Dani.

10. Work my ass off & save a ton of cash for food mainly.

11. Get all of my supplies for Chi-town:

~cooking stuff

~compact camera

~new Blackberry

~handy bag

~switch to Bank of America

~renew my lisence

~clothing & blankets for the cold

12. Play harmonica on the streets for money and fun.

13. Do spoken word poetry for the public if have the chance.

14. Write love letters by hand to the person that went away.

15. Give random people flowers.

16. Burn a few things in my memory box that's now worthless to me.

17. Totally quit smoking.

18. Make a lot of art before I arrive and write mucho.

"The best thing I can do is to leave you alone for awhile..."

We got growing up to do. Well I finally recieved my SAIC packet and I'm ready to get everything situated. I'll do a little serious business tomorrow but after that, I'm gonna have fun. This week is senior week and I'm gonna make the best of it. Senior week leads into prom night and I'm a bit worried because I realized that I haven't danced in front of anyone before... I don't even think I can dance.. I hope I won't make a fool of myself and of my date. Uh oh!

Metaphors are everywhere!

What a beautiful day. A little hot but still classy. Recently, my world has been like a movie. It's sometimes kind of boring and other times quite exciting. It's an action packed, comedy drama date flick with gorgeous people within my reach. Haa! Yeah, minus the whole grown up business, it's a bit like that.

I just got a photo gig for this Friday with Janice Lengblaah blah blahh.. Obviously, that's not really her last name. Next Friday I plan on going to my senior prom with this wonderful young lady. We are gonna blow peoples' minds with our feminine excellence.. well she'll probably upstage me because there's something about her. She's like sunshine. When compared, I'm just an oriental rug.. I'm pretty to look at indoors but never will I be seen public, while she makes everyone smile with her raise and glow.

Well, I guess it's time to work on my whore heels.

Peace, Love, and Jungle Juice.

N.

Take me there Josephine.

I don't know if it's the Lortabs I'm taking but I've been having dreams of scary looking lesbians and trani hookers. I wonder if there's an explanation for this? Maybe it's been so long since I've hung out with the friends I've met last summer? Eh it wasn't that great. This summer will be memorable.This time I can actually say goodbye to the people I grew up with and love. Hopefully I can make the best of it. Maybe do the things I've always wanted to do? I've done a bucket list already. I think I should do a bon voyage list. I have all spring to work on it.

Break a leg...

Spring has got to be the worst season of the year. Allergies creep up on you. Not only that, it's always raining every week and I always seem to slip and fall.

Yes, I fell two weeks ago and badly sprained my ankle. I learned that I couldn't dance in my former high school musical. Since I was an orphan in "Annie" the wooden crutch I had to use gave it character. It looked believable because it was. But I gotta say that I loved the acting experiance. I think I might even sink my teeth into some performance classes at SAIC. I thank everyone who came to see the performance and I'm glad that people enjoyed it.

low low low

Way to start the New Year. Last night I had gotten the case of carpal tunnel syndrome on my dominate (left) hand. That is what I call depressing. No art making. No writing. No nothing. Within the next few days I will be one angry mother fucker. Earlier today I couldn't feel my blood circulating in that hand. It felt very cold even an hour after I took my wrist brace off. That's what you get by working every single day. I really wish we had better ticket and credit card machines so this won't happen again. Time is too precious to waste with a retarted wrist. In fact, I'd want to serve people coffee instead of ticket stubs and buttered popcorn that desolves in your stomache. Yeah that be the day. A part time job that I would really like to work at. A job that I don't have to yell or hide behind a thick glass window.