Take me there Josephine.

I don't know if it's the Lortabs I'm taking but I've been having dreams of scary looking lesbians and trani hookers. I wonder if there's an explanation for this? Maybe it's been so long since I've hung out with the friends I've met last summer? Eh it wasn't that great. This summer will be memorable.This time I can actually say goodbye to the people I grew up with and love. Hopefully I can make the best of it. Maybe do the things I've always wanted to do? I've done a bucket list already. I think I should do a bon voyage list. I have all spring to work on it.

Break a leg...

Spring has got to be the worst season of the year. Allergies creep up on you. Not only that, it's always raining every week and I always seem to slip and fall.

Yes, I fell two weeks ago and badly sprained my ankle. I learned that I couldn't dance in my former high school musical. Since I was an orphan in "Annie" the wooden crutch I had to use gave it character. It looked believable because it was. But I gotta say that I loved the acting experiance. I think I might even sink my teeth into some performance classes at SAIC. I thank everyone who came to see the performance and I'm glad that people enjoyed it.

low low low

Way to start the New Year. Last night I had gotten the case of carpal tunnel syndrome on my dominate (left) hand. That is what I call depressing. No art making. No writing. No nothing. Within the next few days I will be one angry mother fucker. Earlier today I couldn't feel my blood circulating in that hand. It felt very cold even an hour after I took my wrist brace off. That's what you get by working every single day. I really wish we had better ticket and credit card machines so this won't happen again. Time is too precious to waste with a retarted wrist. In fact, I'd want to serve people coffee instead of ticket stubs and buttered popcorn that desolves in your stomache. Yeah that be the day. A part time job that I would really like to work at. A job that I don't have to yell or hide behind a thick glass window.

O HAPPY Day!

I'm starting to think that I must not be moving so fast. Have you ever noticed that whenever you get busy you really don't get to know how great things in your life are until you stop for a minute. Your mind and body catches up and then BANG... There's a smile on your face again and this time, it's staying.

What could a seatbelt do to a small girl like me?

Slice my neck from the side.

I wonder if I'll be lashless in the next year. I've had this habit of pulling my eye lashes for a while now. I don't really understand why I do it.

This Saturday, I'm suppose to be takng my ACTs for the 4th time. I decided that I should really work a double if I want my $32.00 admissions fee back. ha. I don't need to take it again.

I plan on trying to find a second job this year so I can save up more money in my skinny little pig before I leave.

Big city, I'm on my way!

It has been an interesting and exciting week for me. I got a letter in the mail from School of the Art Institute of Chicago saying that I've been accepted. Great news! Having one of the top 5 art schools in the NATION wanting you is a big deal.

Today, I got an email saying that I've been Nominated for a merit scholarship from the school. Only a selected few get NOMINATED for this early Merit. The deadline to apply and mail in by is Dec.7th. So I basically have two weeks to work on 10 cohesive pieces. Shit. Well World, I can prevail.

Can anyone smell the androgyny?

iIsure do! I've been researching about the beauty of it all. The website I go to for visual sensation and interesting texts is www.genderfork.com I recommend it if you like that kind of stuff as well